I understand things arent going to go back to normal. That we aren’t going to be as close as we were. But if we are alone and you can touch me, and have sex with me you can atleast hug me goodbye in school. I’m not asking for much.

I’m happy you want to change. But seriously don’t take this out on me. I tried for the past years to get you to stop with your ways. I had to put up with ur angry attacks. I lost friends and a lovers because of you. I am sorry but I refuse to leave with you. I wish you the most luck in the world. Everyone deserves the best, but you were given so many chances to change. I’ve done enough to help you. I can’t deal with this anymore you have become this cold human that I barley even know. I can’t leave with a stranger. You know better than anyone that I am well balance and can handle so many different situations that life throws upon me. So go and get better I’ve done this alone before I will and can do this alone. I’ll be fine I promise.